The buzzing sound is always present.
Sometimes it swells up, loudly cloaking us all in an almost tangible roar.
Sometimes it softens to background murmur. But always it changes, moment
to moment, day by day, a living force, an electromagnetic surge of power
and energy.
It can be disorienting to hit it cold
- particularly when you enter later in the morning when the force is "up
and running" for the day. I imagine it can seem overwhelming, chaotic,
to a visitor or a parent stopping by briefly. I know sometimes it feels
overpowering to me and I have to create a space around me or inside myself
to "catch up."
It has certain fairly predictable peaks
- mass arrivals, mass departures, the time right before a big event or
trip, and the times when everyone is gathered in the same room by serendipity
or design. And not so predictable, but also happening frequently every
day, there are these little magical moments when the volume drops off suddenly
and if you're listening with a bigger ear you can hear growing, exploring,
becoming - real education - going on all around you.
It's people. It's people talking, talking,
talking... in groups, in pairs, in threes, in informal sessions, in meetings,
in side by side play activities, in games, in the office, on the stage,
over lunch, during football, during cooking, hamming it up, or arguing
an idea... talking. It's people finding their way, learning about choices,
making new beginnings, trying new things, building and existing in community.
Over the short haul, this is definitely
not the most efficient looking way to get things done. The community or
one of its members defines a need. People talk about it. Perhaps a committee
forms or a motion is made to the School Meeting. We try an idea out or
vote a policy into being. We talk about it some more. People spread the
word through signs, conversation, question/answer, complaint forms, or
by accident. We modify the idea, and the process starts all over again
and so it goes.
For example, the community is completing
its third week of working out just how the chore system will operate this
year. We started with the modified summer style with people choosing
a chore each day, discussed it at School Meeting, asked the School Aesthetics
Committee to deal with learning how to computerize the schedule, hand wrote
it, struggled with the problems of individuals' abilities matching with
the chores demands and all throughout have been daily, as a community,
getting the work done. It is definitely more "short term" efficient to
have a teacher assign a chore to each person and that's that; you do your
chore all year, period. One person decides, 42 people are impacted. In
the TCS way, for this particular issue, by my personal knowledge alone,
at least 18 people have been involved in discussing and creating the process.
And I'm sure I don't know about everyone, so it's easily 50% of the community
involved in some way in this one issue. There's been a lot of talking.
Which way creates ownership, community,
and creative independent thinking? Which way, in the long run, more efficiently
allows individuals to become adults who can make choices, handle decisions,
make judgements, take responsibility, and have initiative?
And why am I paying so much attention
to chores and what is going on with them this year? I really just drew
the chore issue out of my mystical hat. The same process goes on in the
creation and operation of the corporations. An idea or an interest surfaces
and the talking begins. The meetings, the sharing of visions, the hammering
out of purposes, bylaws, certifications, the plans and activities, the
talking goes on and on. It is the same sort of process for committees,
for School Meeting business, for Judicial Committee operations and actions
and for all of the other structures which cradle the school.
This process of the school finding its
way, of the collection of individuals that make up the school community
forging social and educational structures by which we will be guided, is
mirrored in each individual's finding his or her way also. The new year
has begun with a much larger community, a much older community and many
new members making up the community. The talking is ceaseless, like the
ocean's waves.
Individuals slowly expand, trying on
new roles, relaxing into activities they've never tried before, or which
had become labeled as inefficient or unworthy or they were "just not talented
enough for" in earlier school situations. The talking goes on... "Did you
read this book?" "What if we take this apart?" "I can do that all day???"
"I feel..." "I need a nap." 'What do you like to......... I don't want
to...", "Anyone want to?", "I'm going to...
This school is not a quiet place. This
school is not a place for facile expediency. It vibrates, it hums, it buzzes
and lurches along. It takes getting used to and growing into. It takes
time to figure out how to create one's place and space within it.
Let's celebrate the sound- all over
the world adults and nations are trying to learn to talk to each other.
TCS is a graduate course in communication.
But loud voices are still for outside
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